In the ethereal realm of jazz, where notes and emotions intertwine to create a cosmic symphony, I find myself reflecting on the genesis and evolution of my latest album, “12 Stars.” As I delve into the intricacies of this musical odyssey, I am compelled to share the profound insights and transformative experiences that have shaped both my life and my artistry.
The Cosmic Inspiration: A Journey Through Tarot and Numerology
“12 Stars” is not merely an assortment of melodies; it encapsulates a period of profound introspection and transformation. The album’s title, inspired by the tarot card of the Empress adorned with a crown of twelve stars, reflects my journey through the symbolic tapestry of tarot and numerology. In the solitude of the pandemic, I delved into the rich history of tarot, seeking solace and understanding during a period of personal upheaval. The tarot, with its archetypal narratives, became a mirror reflecting the intricate dance of my soul.
As I explored the symbolic significance of the Empress card and her celestial crown, I uncovered a connection to the 12 months of the year, the eternal universe, and the cycles of nature. “12 Stars” emerged as the vessel through which I could distill and convey the essence of my experiences, transcending the mundane and weaving a narrative that resonates with the cosmic rhythms that govern our lives.
The Spiritual Evolution of Jazz: A Personal Revelation
Jazz, with its storied history, has often ventured into the spiritual realm, a trajectory embodied by luminaries like John Coltrane with his seminal work, “A Love Supreme.” The exploration of spirituality, astrology, and tarot in my own journey is a recent phenomenon, an attempt to make sense of life’s complexities. Unlike a conscious endeavor, my foray into these spiritual realms was a natural response to the need for clarity and understanding during a period of separation and solitude.
This newfound spiritual exploration has marked a distinct phase in my life and, consequently, in my musical expression. The crisis I faced served as a catalyst for self-discovery, akin to the myth of the phoenix—a rebirth fueled by acceptance, knowledge, and maturity. My playing, too, has undergone a metamorphosis, evolving beyond the confines of meticulous transcriptions and historical study. It is an acceptance of my unique voice, a language derived from a multitude of influences, and an acknowledgment that embracing imperfections is more meaningful than the pursuit of perfection.
Embracing Imperfection: A Harmonious Paradox
In a world where perfectionism often permeates the creative process, I find solace in the paradox of imperfection. The statement, “Embracing everything I hear, everything I play—even mistakes—is more meaningful than perfection,” encapsulates my evolving philosophy. While I remain a dedicated practitioner, investing hours in daily practice, I have come to recognize the perils of an ego-driven pursuit of flawlessness.
The parallel with life’s journey is striking; just as growth and maturity necessitate making mistakes and weathering the storms of change, musical evolution demands a similar acceptance of imperfection. It is a delicate dance between the desire for excellence and the freedom that comes with embracing the unpredictable nuances of the moment.
A Musical Tarot Reading: “12 Stars” Unveiled
One cannot traverse the astral planes of “12 Stars” without acknowledging the pivotal track that serves as the album’s soul—the title track, “12 Stars.” This composition stands as a testament to the emotional depth and raw vulnerability that permeates the entire album. It is a sonic manifestation of my personal journey, a musical farewell to the past and an embrace of the unknown.
The genesis of “12 Stars” lies in the crucible of my crisis, a period marked by solitude and self-discovery. The title, initially christened “Goodbye Song,” encapsulates the culmination of a life chapter—a poignant farewell to the familiar. The composition, initially crafted in moments of introspection, remained incomplete until later, symbolizing the closure of one phase and the inauguration of another.
Collaboration and Vulnerability: The Producer’s Touch
Collaborating with guitarist Lage Lund on “12 Stars” marked a departure from my customary approach to music creation. While I remained the primary composer, Lage’s arrangements and co-writing contributions injected a fresh perspective. This collaborative venture prompted vulnerability, as I entrusted my musical vision to another artist’s interpretation.
The decision to embrace vulnerability in collaboration was a conscious choice, reflective of my desire for growth and a broader musical palette. Lage’s involvement, coupled with the camaraderie forged during the pandemic, enriched the album with diverse influences and a palpable sense of unity among the musicians.
Conclusion: A Celestial Overture
As I reflect on the cosmic symphony that is “12 Stars,” I am reminded that art, like life, is an ever-evolving journey. The exploration of tarot, numerology, and spirituality has not only influenced the thematic essence of the album but has also left an indelible mark on my approach to music. Imperfection, vulnerability, and collaboration have become the pillars upon which my musical odyssey unfolds.
In the pursuit of authenticity, I have learned to navigate the delicate balance between precision and spontaneity. The title track, “12 Stars,” encapsulates the essence of this odyssey—a melodic testament to personal transformation, the closure of one chapter, and the cosmic overture to a new beginning.
“12 Stars” is not merely an album; it is a celestial tapestry woven with the threads of my experiences, emotions, and spiritual revelations. As I invite listeners to embark on this musical voyage, I hope they find resonance in the universal themes of growth, acceptance, and the perpetual dance between imperfection and beauty. May the cosmic rhythms embedded in “12 Stars” serve as a guiding constellation, inspiring others to embrace the profound journey of self-discovery through the language of music.
